[xX] A child in the Dark [Xx]

[kiska Hoona]

[xX]Edward[Xx]

Seems like it!

She thought I was stupd right? Thats what she made it seem like. No, I dont want you to suffer, to be upset, thats why I take your heart, lead you on and then squash it wth a smug look on my face! I growled beneath my breath. There were no limits for her, were there?

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.xx. Rumor .xx.

.x. oooh...You set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive .x.

I wanted to get up and leave but I felt like my snow and legs that were on the floor were frozen to the icey ground. I felt trapped in my mind and my body, like I couldn't escape. I thought I would go insane.

I was confused. I was still having the dead stare into nothing and I felt like I didn't blink forever. I blinked and my hypnotized expression disappeared. I shook my head to throw in a shock through my head to wake me up. What was I to say? I didn't know. I licked my nose as it had moisture on it but not from me licking it, it was from the snow falling on it. I finally found the ability to stand up. I shook my pelt causing snow flakes and wet drops to fly everyone.

Confusion swept through my head. Was I missing something. I titled my head but I wasn't sure if Edward could see it. I didn't even know if he was looking out the enterance or turned to the back. Maybe I was reading my emotions wrong. Maybe from the way I feeling which was like off the planet and in my own little world I wasn't paying attention to how I was speaking. Or maybe the pup was just over thinking things.

"How does it seem like it? Please clear this up for me. I'm so confused...." I simply said with confusion in my sentence. My head was still tilted to the side. I hoped he would come out of the den soon and if he didn't I guessed I would just g to find Zero then.

[kiska Hoona]

[xX]Edward[Xx]

Explain? Are you stupid. You said you would want to see me suffering unless you had caused it, you have me suffering, are you happy?!

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I snapped the words in a cold tone. I felt so much bigger, hidden in my temporairy den. She couldnt touch me here. She couldnt see the loo of a coward burned into my blue and brown eyes. She couldnt see the fear, the fear that she would leave me forever. Forever, would probably not be long for me. I would face death several more times before was through. Seven weeks and I had yet to die. A record.

I sighed. This sucked ass. This sucked the most putrid and distastful thing possible to be sucked. Perhaps something strong enough to kill a seven week old pup? I pondered on this. [/center]

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.xx. Rumor .xx.

.x. oooh...You set my soul alight
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive .x.

I growled. Not at the pup at just at the words that came from his mouth. How could I growl at the pup if I couldn't even see him. So it didn't seem likely. He wasn't listening to anything. "Did you not hear what I said before?" I inched closer to the den without even realizing it but stopped myself before I got any closer. I planned on leaving right after this.

"I said that is how I wanted to act. It was how I've always acted. But then I actually got a chance to look at you and see you and I didn't have those feelings anymore. I felt curious to actually get to know you. I had questions piling up in my head. That never happens, never!" I growled as the anger in my body rose. I tried to hold it back but I just couldn't anymore. Emotions only piled so high before they exploded.

"If you don't want to believe me, it doesn't matter." I finally began to calm down. I started coming to my sense. My breathing leveled as I calmed down and my eyes softened to their normal sterness. Not like Edward could see this anyway.

I had to go find Zero. I was down explaining to this pup who didn't want to take in my words anyway. Not that this pup would be off my mind that is for sure. I had a feeling he would some how sneak into my dreams. I would control myself to not go find him. However, i could just kill him, that would stop all of this annoying madness. Or it would just make me go mad for killing a pup. Wait. I didn't care about that. My first intentions anyway would've been to kill him. God. I was confusing myself.

"Now if you don't mind. I need to go find my brother." I snapped as my good bye tone. "See ya, kid." Not like I would ever see him again. I would make sure of it. The only way I would see him again is he if he followed me which I doubted right now from the state he was in right now.

With a swoosh of my tail I turned around. My tail took it's place back over my back and I trotted away from the small root den and headed torward Zero's scent.

[kiska Hoona]

[xX]Edward[Xx]

My paws hit the ground with so much fury, I thought for a moment it might wear out by the time I caught up to Rumor. She was only trotting briskly when her form came into view. My legs were throbbing, my back burning. I search for some extra strength to throttle myself to her side, I found nothing. I kept running, silently, about 20 feet behind her. Eventually, I just fell to the ground. My legs crumpling beneath me.

RUMOR!!My voice rose up through the trees. I knew she would hear me, though somehow, had my doubts she would try. If she came for me, or atleast waited, would answer all the questions she had. I would explain. If she didnt, well, my future didnt seem too bright if things went down that road. Did my life ever go down a road that suited me?

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