I'm not trying to make a fool of myself...

[Silent Screaming]

I can't help it. I have ADHD and several different anxeity disorders. I can't focus. I forget things almost instantly.

And I always, ALWAYS, miss obvious things. I mean, i'm a forgiving person. I have been. So at school I thought a friend was lying and I told my other friend. Now they're both pissed off at me and acting like it was my problem.

Like I did it on purpose.

I told them it was an accident and they said "stop lying to us."

It's...it's not fair. They tell lies about me and when I mess up they are both all over my case.

I'm sad.

[ulrika]

I'm sorry. It really does sound unfair.

Plus if they really were your friends they would get over it.

[Silent Screaming]

I know.

It makes me feel angry, and I want to you know, smack them.

I explained it today and they made me feel worse.